Just for today
Today I stand before you
an accumulation of my past,
Moving forward a step at a time
can seem so far so fast.
Today I stand before you
with thoughts and memories,
visions of a time before
stuck in my reverie.
Today I stand before you
With joy and with glee,
free from the obsession
and better manageabilty.
Today I stand before you
with fondness and with love
with gratitude and service,
all given from up above.
Today I stand before you
I think that you know why
It is step by step
Breath by breath
Just one day at a time.
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Tempest
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What?
I feel like I can’t do this
I feel I’m stuck within
Sarcasim paradox, a lie so deep within
A torment so deep ingrained
A fathomed restraint, a grin
I’ll tell you all is fine
But deep down it all begins
A story that unfolds
A trial that’s walked with shame
Never ending waiting with whored out story aimed.
Pickled truths at best
Comfort found within
All this time, a sentence’s crime
Of the arm’s that hold and bind
A life time of torture, in the sane man’s mind
But mine lies deep within the thought of all that is taught and sighed.
Paitence is the virtue that I have never learned and silence is the key that I must too shall yearn.
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The lucky one
So who is the lucky one you ask?
Far be it from me to let this one pass,
I answer so boldly, it is I that is so,
He stole my heart from the word go.
Captivated my mind and turned a blind eye
Loved me thru my ugly and shined on me in the night.
He held my hand and caressed my soul
I took his name and he gives me his all.
It is I that is lucky
For this man I shall not dismiss
My sweethheart, my lover, my husband, my king
I will lay down my life, I would give anything.
To heal his heart and ease his mind
It is I that is lucky for he is all mine.
Fortunate am I to procure such bliss
For he is my dawn I never want to miss.
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Brother
Once upon a time I saw you as my idol. You walked on water and I didnt have to share you.
9 years older than me
I thought that you would have adored me
Looking back now, you never wanted to know me.
I wanted so desperatly to form a bond with you
Only to relize the harshness of youth.
I tried to reach out, but you only turned away.
Punishing me for my life choices and pushing me away.
Hiding in your fantasy your reality was dim
But still I fought and prayed to God that you would take me in.
Jealousy and grudges festered in you so
Im not perfect and make mistakes
But I deserved to be in the know
Secrets locked away and hidden well with in their grasps
Our parents knew well how to hide the monster that would eventually become our past.
Our family split apart after mom’s death
It has been 4 years since I last heard your voice
But still I pray in gasps
I love you and accept you
For all your faults and flaws
I still pray on bended knee that soon you will want to call.
My hero you are still and my super-man you’ll always be
For you are my big brother
And thats enough for me.
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Beyond the horizon
There’s a place I go, beyond the horizon
Where beauty beats and thoughts are taken
One-ness with yourself and everyone else
Empathy expressed no uppity-ness
Everyone chases that rabbit down
Upon the dance floor, he sure will be found
Breath taking colors and auras of light
Balleric melodies, fire-breathers delight
Intense feelings and bonds so formed
Walking through Utopia’s door
Heart felt friendships
A raver’s love
We all come together, we all become one
Married by majestic tunes
Beats are dropped and dance ensues
Kisses and hugs and candy too
Shareing becomes the thing to do
Enveloped in a trance like state
Peace, Love, Unity, Respect
There is no hate.
Time does fly in a blink of an eye
We will carry this forth till the day we die.
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All I Knew
All i knew, of the ties that bind
It’s not many, but just a few
Let us stop and press re-wind
Place it with the memories in tune
All i knew of the people of past
I was too nieve to believe
Gravity that weighed it down
The addict could only wish to see
All i knew of the rain that fell
Your cover I did so run
Straight for the warmth and sheltered view
The man could not have won
All i knew was how to love you
And tightly I did hold
For you were my shelter, my balancing beam
You will forever be my home
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Head to heart
I hurt your head
You hurt my heart
You disengage and play that part
I carry on confused and bewildered
All from your lack of communication
Justifications in many ways
Empathy amiss almost everyday
Incarcerated thoughts come strolling thru
Victim mentality and attitude
Audacity in every form
Balls of steel weather the storm
Too hot to touch the coals of truth
Accountability has been removed
A faceless fuck to your pierced vein
Trust harder to regain
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Sunny day
‘Tis a sunny day
The wind calling me to come play
The dancing trees seem such a site
Floating clouds by willows cry
Jumping grasshopper’s and flutterings by
Children’s laughter on windy stride
Peeking out for all to see
Ray’s that flicker upon the sea
Voices within the hallow call
Bright and cheerful and near to start
Spring is here and life begins
Etching itself upon the sand
Singing dancing and skipping too
Happiness and joy for us all to stand
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Oh how I love thee…
Oh how I love thee, let me count the ways…
From 10,9,8
Let me pause and hesitate
For this tale I’m about to paint.
For I am your lady and you are my lord,
I bow in grace and wait
From 7,6,5
Tossing, turning just for the strive
To reach you, just a simple touch
Pull you close to me
My past will be as such
From 4,3,2 and finely 1
Take me in and smother me in your hugs
Ill drown in your comfort and swim in your love
For my love for you will never be undone.
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